i’m in love <3 *___*
(Source: soltheman21)
"Only god knows my heart and my struggles"-
I can’t wait to move in with you. Wake up to your face, make breakfast with you, watch Saturday morning cartoons with you, kiss you goodnight, cuddle with you and do it all over again the next day.
This boy right here is Josh my wonderful boyfriend, the person thats seen me at my ugliest but still accepted me for who I am, The person who’s dealt with all my bs these past 5 years. Most people should know the story but for those who don’t we met in the fourth grade, I was like 9?! ;P yes he was my first boyfriend and yet my longest even at that very young age. 11 months together. And yes he was my first love, I thought it was just gonna be like a fling kine relationship, but then it turned out to be more than I expected. Through 5th, 6th, and 7th grade year we had our break-ups to make-ups, ups and downs, laughs and tears, We literally always found our way to get back with each other. To be honest, I was never able to get him outta my head, I always caught myself thinking about him, and about us, At times I hated him and wished he never existed in my life cause of “past problems” x____x. But its okay now, all of that doesn’t matter nor do any of my ex’s or his. I told him that I never regretted any of my ex’s because if it weren’t for them, I wouldn’t have realized what and who I really wanted, which was him. We’re both 14 now and have been together for 19 months going on to 20 and looking forward to a lifetime together, yeah we may still be a little bit young, and you guys may think that we might not know what we really want or that this is just lust and a temporary thing, but you guys are wrong, we are sure of each other, and plan on sticking with each other through the long run, having to deal with more problems that are to come in the future, but we will always be ready for them, and we’ll be able to get through them together like we always did, and we’ll prove all of you wrong.
